We spent time together as if we had known each other for a long time. We laughed like old friends would when they reminisce about the past. Then we also parted ways, only the way it played out was like a movie script that I never could've written myself.
I couldn't sleep as people were out on the streets till at least 3 or 4am. While people laughed and talked outside, I slept alone in the bed with my thoughts. I didn't understand why I felt so comfortable in a foreign place, let alone a foreign place without the resident who actually had to work until the bars closed. The noise was finally dying down and it probably wasn't until I heard the doorknob turn that I was finally able to fall asleep.
I woke up to the sunlight that shone through these large curtain-less windows. I woke up thinking that this was exactly how I wanted to wake up every single day only I knew that I was waking up to catch a flight home. He walked me to the train station that would take me to the airport. I stood on the train while he was on the platform and he kissed me as the train was to depart. I walked to a seat and I cried.
It was difficult to hold it together. Even when two german women asked me at the next stop if the train was headed for the airport, I still couldn't hold back the tears. Why should I have held back anyway? I acted upon what I felt. And what I felt was so much sadness.
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